well with her its difficult
(& prepare for a long drawn out story here)
weve been friends for 13 years, like i said
& i think the reason she hides things from me & lies to me is because im younger than her & all her other friends & she doesnt think im mature enough to handle that kind of information
or she just doesnt trust me
but the thing is weve been friends for so long & we see each other 2-3 times a week at church & such that i just cant drop her like a bad habbit
plus, i have like maybe a handfull of friends & only a few of them i can physically be with
so theres really no hope in this situation
i cant make her trust me or consider me a close enough friend (like i consider her to be) to tell me things & i cant just forget about her alltogether
so basically im screwed & im gonna continue feeling like crap
lovely...
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