explosions-in-my-pants

Then don't, might turn out in your favor. Thats how I got my boyfriend after all.

time to tell: Me and my now boyfriend met two 2 years before we started seeing each other. His friend invited to a party he was having and my future bf was there, and thats how we met. See my bf and his friend are both from the main land and his friend moved here, then he did a year later or something..

anyways back to what I was saying. Me and my now bf thought each other was HOT! and well we're both really shy.. So when I went home that night I added him to my msn/ and or icq list (unsure which) and then we talked a fair bit, and I asked him to hang out one time.. I took him to my friends house.. where it was me, him and a few of my other friends.. Anyways I wasn't getting a vibe from him.. like not a good one.. and then he stood up and said he's living, asked me if I wanted to go, I said no.. cause well I thought he was just asking to be nice.. not cause he wanted too.. so that was it.. after that we talked on msn a few times.. but not offten..

a month or so after words I started to see a ******* which is my ex. and my now boyfriend started to see his now ex gf.. which was a bitch.

a year later: I was 18 and I was underager, I was bored, and me and my ex had just broken up.. so I went clubing.. and while I was waiting on my friend in the club, there he was. I went up to him and talked to him (meanwhile he had no clue who I was) and then he remembered me (he says I looked completely different.. I know right, never a good thing to hear at first) anyways.. and then after that we started to talk every single day on the computer, and whenever I saw him we would talk..

for the next 8 - 9 months we would talk pretty much every single day from 8 in the morning till whenever he went home that day(from work). and then we'd talk just before we went to bed.. anyways he told me he wasn't interested in anything.. that he didn't want me, anyways.. It was clear he was lying.. But even still he put everything into pushing me away. He gave in like 2 - 3 times in hanging out with me.. till feb of 2006, when he hung out with me and then he started to call me all the time after words..

before feb, he never once called me, maybe wrote me first 2 or 3 times on the computer.. Back to feb.. things completely change.. anyways he admits to always liking me, and he admits he liked me even more cause I waited for him to become ready for 9 months.

if you want something enough you'd get it, and I can honestly say, I don't regret one tear I cried while waiting for him.. cause it was all worth having him now.

(oh yea when we met in the bar again, he never had a gf then..)

my bitch: These days, Brand New is annoying me, well at least there second album.. and I've fallen back in love with Taking Back Sunday. ... Grr.. cause I really loved Brand New..