I think a bad way to die is if someone is there who can save you, but for some reason doesn't. Like they are looking the other way, but if they turned around they could just pull you to safety. Or being burned slowly while you are trapped and unable to do anything about it. Having someone cut your stomach open and start ****ing around with your organs... until you die...having a sharp object slowly enter your brain through your eye... ughhhh. Drowning over those anyday.
I also would like to live a long time. I do believe in an afterlife merely because life itself is such a miracle... to think that random "time" could create such perfection through the "PERFECT" series of events is more outrageous than the idea of a great being. I mean, ****, one group of atoms slips off to the right of a star instead of the left and well, we don't exist. In my opinion, of course. Nevertheless, death scares me into paralysis sometimes... thinking that everything is just gone makes me sick to my stomach.
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