www.BlueKaffee.com
its a forum plus is a journal.
my bitch:
I've gained weight out of no where and its had a big impact on my self esteem. I find myself un able to look for work cause I don';t want to be seen by people.. I know seems crazy right but hell I'm just not comforable around people when I feel this way about myself (had a bad history) so well I'm going to lose this weight within a month.. and keep it off.
anyways I feel like I'm no longer attractive to my boyfriend, even tho he doens't act like he doesn't like the way I look.. I just can't help but feel this way. My emotions are all up in the air and its controlling my thoughts and the way I've been acting towards people.Sucks.