TheUsedToolguy

your self esteem is provisional,
others liking you is conditional,
at least I can say you do like challenges,
you don't seem to understand how this is,
a never-ending battle for u,
you'll get stuck like glue,
I thought you knew but it seems you're still determined,
to still attempt to beat me, I thought you were learning,
that before you can be on my level,
you have to learn to lose,
so many times I was disheveled,
I sat around and sang the blues,
cuz my heart was in pieces,
while you were havin' threesomes,
yeah I'm not ashamed to say it,
I'm a lowlier creature than u,
because I was bound and determined,
to see my hard times through,
because once you come out on the other side,
life's so easy, it feels like a ride,
but you would never learn about delayed gratification,
you not bein' relieved puts u in a state of devastation,
you think it's all about ability,
but it takes some humility,
to know you're not bigger than god,
you especially, you're more like a pod,
me, I'm more like an extension of god's hand,
I've got to look after my people, before I can be the man,
so, think of this what you will,
but I already know you won't feel,
what I'm trying to say, because,
I know you're only lookin' for something to pick at,
something to claw at w/ paws like a kitty cat,
I've already failed to you, but that's where you made the mistake,
you've got to eat your veggies before you eat your cake,
and mine is unsaturated and unsweetened,
if you wanna' play it's cool, I've already been beaten