i have these recurring dreams. but only the general idea is recurring.
not the exact same dream each night.
so basically, its always revolved around babies or death.
i have this one where i have to look after this baby, but its not mine & i can.. sense that its evil? sounds dumb, but its like. you dont wanna look at the baby or touch it really, but youve gotta do all this looking after it crap & all that.. carry it around & stuff. & theyre those kind of dreams that you can feel everything in it as though its real, so when i wake up, i can recall EXACTLY what it feels like to hold this evil baby & its pretty unsettling.
then from there on in they get more & more hideous in time. like right now, the baby dreams have kinda turned into this horrific dead baby thing. so basically, i have these two newborn babies, & this time theyre mine, only before i get to hold them , this friend of mine that died a while back turns up, grabs the babies, throws them both against the wall like REALLY hard, & they obviously die. only when they die, they turn to the same substance that
these things are made of, squidgy & limp & generally really horrid to touch. & so i go pick up my two dead babies off the floor, & hold them close to me like you would any newborn babies, but like. i dunno. its just horrid & really really unsettling, i kinda never sleep much anymore, haha.
& everyones all "OMG GO DOCTORS LOLZ" but no.
woosh. why type so much? i dont know.
theres about... 10 different dreams i guess? all around the same idea. kinda interweave a lot. pretteh fun, gotta say =/