The open eyed hallucinations were mostly just visual distortions, like you'd focus on something and it would start vibrating or bending or weird **** like that. When I closed my eyes on the other hand, I'd see some crazy things, like what I eventually dubbed "reality dispensers" and I also basically thought I was seeing infinity... the topography of the universe more or less which was a sort of 3d grid that was bent and curved in all sorts of weird ways. Very trippy. Hanging out with friends was fun because everything seemed completely hilarious and absurd, but when I decided to stop hanging out and try to get to sleep (big mistake) I became really introverted, and basically couldn't stop thinking about all sorts of things... like the fact that someone had drawn a dragon on my head with a sharpie and going to college next year and basically everything big and small in my life. I tried to write some, since I had lots of great ideas for stories and the like, but looking at a computer screen was just too much since everything looked really distorted. I also signed on to MusicBanter for a split second and that really tripped me out. I listened to some music, which was amazing, especially one song called Bahamut by Hazmat Modine (which I have quoted in my sig) which basically talks about how the whole universe is in the eye of one collosal being, kind of in the trend of the Indian view of the universe where everything sits on the back of a tortoise etc., and that completely blew my mind.
So yeah, fun stuff.
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