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I can sense it in you

i feel so alone when you look straight at me.
with the fire in your eyes
and the thinkness of your over-bearing soul.

i think to myself...
what did i do to make you see me this way.
is there something wrong with me?
or is the problem too scared for even you to look at.
i can see it when you look at me.
cant you see it?
the scars in your skin.
and the fear from your eyes.
they shoot out like a cannon.
they vasp through your veins and to your cold heartless body.

i dont know if i belong when i have to stare at you.
its a choice i have to apply to myself.
to either force something into a dark alley.
or to let my wings spread and let me fly away.

i can decide that move for myself.
its the time to do it all is what i long for.

its hidden.
hidden away from me.
somewhere i can find it.
nor see it.