You wnana hear something pathetic?
I'm not going to sohphop. And a good deal of my friends are
One of my friends is going to a concert to night and I'm not
The guy I like is a jerk
One of my friends think I'm obsessive compulsive because the only thing we ever really talk about lately is the guy I like and my dreams where we had kids together, get married. The exception being I had this one dream where I had to get an abortion and when I woke up my stomach was hurting, I was sweating bullets.
And then I vandalized the school today. I wrote on this wall in really big writing so you won't miss it how sexy he is. And some other things.
And I'm just one of the most pathetic people on the face of the earth at the moment. but i'm working on that. Like Is aid before I'm going through amajor me change.
I cut my hair, I'm gonna start a band/ am starting a band, I've given up poetry (for a little while), I'm entering a writing contest, I'm going to the next concert that sounds mildy interesting just so I can get out the house and have a good reason to dye my hair blue, and I will go shopping for a somewhat new wardrobe.
Peace out.
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A pair of powerful spectacles has sometimes sufficed to cure a person in love.
~ Friedrich Nietzsche
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