My bitch is a long and tiresome one. I have been consistently ill since I have started my new college, but obviously as I have had so many illnesses and I have the tendency to present myself as an arrogant (I prefer the word charming) type, the college does not believe me. They actually specifically told me to 'never be ill again', take that how you will.
So now, I am ill once more, and am yet again having to take time off college. I'm worried that I'll just shoot down and not be able to catch up on the work and everything, and I have exams in January. Plus, my 18th birthday is this weekend, and I desperately want to become better for that.
And on top of all this, I appear to be suffering with some self esteem issues and need some form of major confidence boost to get me back in confident mode again. My girlfriend obviously tries to help with this, but if a compliment is from your own girl, you never tend to take it seriously do you??
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