Double X: its mostly self pity. sometimes i dont know what to think, whether she got over me completely and just thinks im just a guy, or if there's still some hate brewing.
I do have a job, but because of "the recession" I get about one shift a week. Don't even know where to start volunteering.
And i'm still 19, turning 20 next week.
Janszoon: you're right. time's probably all i need.
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