my boyfriend told me today that he fathered a child last week,....by his best girl friend, who was his **** uddy before me
i dont know what to say i dont know how i feel i just know that i want to throw up, and hwile people have kids all the time, and i love children,....i just,.....this is just alot to process,...right? i'm not crazy for not wantin to talk to him in depth about it right now until i have time to hink about it
i dont want to react baddy,...i dont want to react wrong,....
i want to be excited and possitive and supportive,......
i want to like this baby
i dont want to soay something out of frustration that i will regret after i've thought in a resonable un emotional manner
so i'm baaked and rinkin water
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i changed my mind; i changed my mind;now i'm feeling different
all that time, wasted
i wish i was a little more delicate
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my name was clementine - sarah jaffe
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