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Looking through the window of time,
it was always mine, it was always there, laid bare.
My thoughts rushing forward clear in my mind,
I know about discovery and its me i must find.
Trouble is theres so much going on
i get side tracked all the time, the right time has gone.
It's never that easy to find one's purpose
when i'm just fooling around acting like a jackass.

Nobody's perfect yes i've heard those words before
there easy to recognise, very hard to ignore.
And i suppose that is why, i carry on living a lie
eccepting what is pleasing to my eye.
No one likes a failure, so hide the truth from everyone,
it's easier to study, when having no fun.

It's a jet pack on your back, moving in every direction
never wanting to stop but always knowing you need correction.
Achieving is believing that all your trials in life,
will mean something after the years have flown by.
And that all your sweat, blood and tears was not in vain,
and that the truth is revealed to me again and again.

Never having to live in another persons shadow,
for they put the effort in and i never bothered
so it's easy to understand why i must slow down,
to get the grades and never again wair a frown.
Time is essential i need to fill it right,
I will party hard in my twenties, but first i need a life.

If you have got it then use it, don't let it slip away,
because your be regretting it for the rest of your days
work hard in your studies get those grades,
don't let your past be your future, entrapped in the purple haze,
til the end of daze, til the end of daze.