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Old 11-13-2009, 03:28 PM   #230 (permalink)
chard
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Default alone and i

I am all alone alone am i
home being where my heart is
though thats another lie
Raise a glass to the past
smiling at what went before
theres no other to disagree
theres no one else to bore.

Home alone alone am i
another double before i die
these four walls have closed in on me
this is my coffin i am free.

No milk no post comes to my door
no one visits no one comes to call
This is my place this is where i dwell
this is my home my private hell.

Alone alone with myself and i
no one can no longer hurt me or make me cry
alone in silence deserted and lost
i'm the only survivor counting the cost.

Alone alone eccept i'm on my own
no one to call me no telephone
drawn curtains boarded up inside
don't want no unexspected visitors passing by.

Alone alone behind a steel panelled door
so no one can kick in my door anymore
my home is my prison though i am the only one with a key
i am the one who can set me free.

But freedom is an illusion
theres no real freedom to find
its only the blind leading the blind.
This is where everything is real
where no one can see it beg borrow or steal.
Alone alone my descision has been made
my debt to society has been paid.

Alone alone with myself and i
pour another double before i die
alone alone alone i dine
pass me another double if you would be so kind.

Alone with myself to talk to
my multiple personalities it's quite the zoo
alone alone who am i kidding
it's only for the ones who are really listening.
Thoughts of madness creeping through my mind
even within the blind lead the blind.
Theres no escaping it must be a human condition
it's just another misleading edition.
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