Ecstasy only lasts like four hours sweetheart, there's no way on this planet that MDMA would last two days. The only other drug I could think of with any empathogenic effects at all that would last anywhere near two days is DOB, which trust me would be a COMPLETELY different experience... you would know it wasn't Ecstasy.
So, now we know that you freaked out and told your friend you love him for fifteen hours straight, texting him even though he wasn't responding, with no drugs in your system what-so-ever.
Of course he doesn't want to talk to you, I'm sorry, you scared the guy. I would just stop thinking about it while you can and try to not get all caught up in the tangles of infatuation, bouncing about between shame, doubt, and hopeless romantic fantasies with nothing to back them in reality but intense feelings. Trust me I've done it.
Although, from what you say, it doesn't sound like you'll do that because of course when your not "on the E" you don't "love" him. Why don't you try asking a friend to help you chill and get your mind off of this whole situation and just let things take their place naturally, you can't control your friend and he won't give you answers if he doesn't want to. Friends come and go for various reasons in life anyway, and this guy doesn't exactly sound like a great friend anyway.
Also just so you know this is a music forum.
Hope I helped,
-Schizo
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