woke up
shower
washed hair
dried and did big pin up curls in hair
put on make up
got dressed
drove to starbucks
picked up kristen
drove down dirt road
smoked
looked at the pea****
noted dairy queen benches in yard
crossed 13 bridges
found the road that goes behind the golf course and crisp cemetary
ate fajitas at the taco shack
begged kristen not to eat all my tortillias
denied the gacamole
road more dirt roads
deposited kristen at starbucks for her last shift there ever
heckled german mike
hugged german mike (he gets his feelings hurt easy)
was scared to death when i sat back down only to find a cop flashing me his badge and tellin me that i shouldnt leave my things unattended
breathed deeply when i figured out he was just tryin to be nice and didnt see my dugout in my purse
had a cranberry bliss bar and continued waiting on my mother to show up with some work and a check
hugged kristen and cried when i told her good bye
rode around some more to 'decompress' before shoppin with sarah
fought over some toy for sarah's kids at target
got thrown out of target
entered walmart
got so hot i thought i was gonna throw up
drank some zen
returned to my car
unloaded my empty reuseable shopping bag
came home
checked out MB
awaiting something interesting to happen
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i changed my mind; i changed my mind;now i'm feeling different
all that time, wasted
i wish i was a little more delicate
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my name was clementine - sarah jaffe
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