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333 · 12-26-2009, 09:15 PM

I don't think what you're doing is creepy. It's good that you've expressed it, even if it's to strangers. Savannah is right - Homage through the means of looking at e-memorials and looking at pictures. Regardless of how long you knew her or how much you knew about her, there was a connection for you. It seems as though it was quite deep, and how you are reacting to her death seems natural enough. I'm weird about death, too. I don't ever cry about it - not even if it's someone close. Sometimes, years later, it finally hits me and I cry hard for a few hours, but for the most part, it's pushed to the back of my head. I often wonder if it's my perception of death that initiates such a reaction, but always conclude that I'm a heartless one. So, I guess in place of crying/feeling sad for a period of time or pushing it to the back of your head, you subconsciously or consciously revisit memories.

12-26-2009, 09:15 PM	#4 (permalink)
333 Music Addict Join Date: Mar 2009 Posts: 965	I don't think what you're doing is creepy. It's good that you've expressed it, even if it's to strangers. Savannah is right - Homage through the means of looking at e-memorials and looking at pictures. Regardless of how long you knew her or how much you knew about her, there was a connection for you. It seems as though it was quite deep, and how you are reacting to her death seems natural enough. I'm weird about death, too. I don't ever cry about it - not even if it's someone close. Sometimes, years later, it finally hits me and I cry hard for a few hours, but for the most part, it's pushed to the back of my head. I often wonder if it's my perception of death that initiates such a reaction, but always conclude that I'm a heartless one. So, I guess in place of crying/feeling sad for a period of time or pushing it to the back of your head, you subconsciously or consciously revisit memories.