Something similar happened to me a few weeks ago, a guy I knew from when I was 14/15 hung himself and I done the same thing. I was constantly looking at his social network site hoping somehow he would log in and such, I sort of know how you feel. I don't find it creepy at all. I felt like looking at his site made me feel less guilty or something. It's a confusing feeling. I felt like looking at pictures made me miss him more. Everyone takes things differently. I hope I sort of helped you. Chin up Brennan
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