apparently my life has become average
last night i road dirt roads until four this morning, just like i did when i was 17, with the old crew from high school AND to my credit the following did not happen:
i did not drive by the police department before hand to see who was working so i knew what i could get away with
i did not get bitten by a dog
i did not drive like i was on the dukes of hazzard slingin mud and rocks everywhere
cullen and i did not try to choke each other to death
i did not sit on the top of the truck cab most of the way
i did keep all of my clothes on
i did not leave anyone naked in a pasture
i did not steal a federal building
i did not involve spray paint, cattle theft, or arson in the evenings plan
i did not wax anyones back
i did not get mushroom stamped
i did not roll in mud before jumping into random beds
i did not get stuck
but i did take my tiara and dance in the middle of the road
for the most part my life is average
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i changed my mind; i changed my mind;now i'm feeling different
all that time, wasted
i wish i was a little more delicate
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my
i wish my name was clementine - sarah jaffe
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