^ lol.
Ya know, I can kind of relate here. I have social anxiety disorder and when I smoke, that definitely exacerbates matters. But there are variables you can control, such as location, setting, and who you hang out with.
Being in a familiar place and with familiar people makes it a lot easier to get a handle on. And the more you do it, the easier it is to control when you feel the fringe creeping in while in less hospitable environments.
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