Today was so so. I went for a run on the beach and to the gym this morning, then went online and ordered way more flowers than I can really afford for Jenna's birthday. Then went and picked up a package and a very thick envelope. The package was my external hard drive so I got my music up on my computer finally, which is awesome. The envelope was a letter Jenna's parents had told me they were sending, and also had about 20 pictures of her that she printed to give to me (she was really into photography) and a card she made me for Valentine's Day. She was going to tell me that she loved me and ask me to be her Valentine. And I would have left the girl I broke up with that day for her in a heartbeat, I absolutely loved Jenna. Instead I get pictures and the card a year and a month too late. Just reminds me how beautiful and amazing she was and that I'm never going to meet anyone like her or that can make me feel like she did just by flashing me a quick smile.
R.I.P.
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