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THOUGHTS LIKE MENTAL POISON.

And the border between insanity and reality fades.

Can't tell if this is oxygen I'm breathing.
Don't know if I believe what I'm seeing.
My mind keeps playing games with me.
Paranoid, I mustn't let this persist.
Gotta get a grip while I'm still sure I exist.

I'm losing it.
Losing all I've tried to maintain.
I'm feeling it.
Feeling the world slip away.

And the border between insanity and reality fades.
All I see is black in a million different shades.
My brain thinks it better than me.
It cunjures these thoughts like mental poison.

They tell me it's all in my head.
Of course its true, everything they've said.
But what is it exactly?
Feels like a demon to me.
I think would be better if none of this was real.
Oh...

I'm losing it.
I'm losing all I've tried to maintain.
I'm feeling it.
Feeling the world slip away.

And the border between insanity and reality fades.
All I see is black in a million different shades.
My brain thinks it's better than me.
It conjures these thoughts like mental poison.

Color falls out the lines that once held my soul.
And insanity has taken it's toll.
I'm so ****ing scared.
I want to get off this hellride.
I wish there was a better way than suicide.

I'm losing it
I'm losing this battle again.
I'm feeling it.
I'm feeling my life slip away.

And the border between insanity and reality fades.
The border fades.
The border fades.
Fades to nothing.

And the border between insanity and reality fades.
All I see is black in a million different shades.
My brain thinks it's better than me.
It conjures these thoughts like mental poison.
My thoughts are ****ing poison.