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Originally Posted by CanwllCorfe
I definitely, definitely know you what mean here. I really wish I could know when I was gonna have a good or bad day beforehand. It just sucks cause I'll be by myself for a couple days and then someone will call me out of the blue to hang out. Then I try and get all excited and happy and fun but then I'll still feel the same and I struggle to try and hold a conversation and since I have a lack of a social life it's not like I have much anything to say. That's usually why when I try and bring something up someone usually says "ohh yeah I think you mentioned that to me before".
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I think having no pre-warning is the most annoying thing. I always feel really bad organising something with friends a few days in advance, then waking up on the day and thinking 'I really cannot be bothered today'. Then it's the lesser of two evils - To go out and spend the day staring into space or to let them down and bail out. It's definately affected my social life in a big way. Nowadays I have a small circle of good friends and that's about it. But I think I'd rather have it like that anyway. I get really annoyed at myself if I blow them out though.