I have been picking mushies for the last month or so and have quite a large amount, maybe 5 ounces dried, but haven't decided to give up the sober life just yet. I know once I indulge, they will rot my thoughts until the next time and etc... A vicious cycle. I get stuck on wild religious/philosophical/political ideas and only dive further into the thought process of the subject until I realize I'm a nut, and stop.
In another note, how have you guys acquired research chems? Now that I have moved, I have no idea, I attempted a site in which a buddy had successfully received a purchase, but got screwed for a gram. I have only tried it a few times due to extremely limited availability, but fell in love, and would enjoy a nice cerebral orgasm in the near future. I actually would like to get it for a friend for her birthday. I know that would be the best present I ever received, other than my Bart Simpson Vehicle of Destruction skateboard when I was eight.
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Lew Harrison, who looked like an anarchist with his
red eyes and fierce
black beard, had been writing furiously in one corner of the room. "That's good—
happiness by the kilowatt," he said. "Buy your happiness the way you buy
light."