chard

If there's one person i love in this world it's me
passionatly.
Iv'e tried to love others but it consumes my time
it' out of line.
Can't spend the rest of my life on my own
though i'm not alone.
Working to fill my partners pockets
now iv'e clocked it.

Yes iv'e worked it out i think i knew all along
it's just plain wrong.
Never protecting myself from peril's such as this
just for a kiss.
Love isn't easy it's just plain hard
for poor old chard.
All my eggs in one basket i'm sorry to say
it's not the right way.

For someone who love's them self the way i do
i'm feeling confused.
To give whole heartedly everything i own
to make a home.
To take critism on a whole world scale
only to fail.
Leaving behind all my hopes and dreams
and dangerous scheme's.

For a different world just made for two
i hadn't a clue.
Now i am trapped in a world i helped to make
what a big mistake.
I'm living the life so i will see it through
because of you.
Even though my heart i thought couldn't love two
you made it true.
You are still my only desire, my brain still wired
haven't grown tired.
Though our working lives are on the blink
it makes me think.

So what am i saying i hope it will pass
very fast.
Good times and special moment's will return
this year.
And i will not hang my head from dwelling on these matters
cus i'm getting fatter.
Leaving my sanity far out of reach
no longer can teach.
Love myself but never the time
that's fine.
Clothes turn to rags and nose/ear hair appears
my worst fears.
Going white losing my youthfullness
grumpy old man.