THIS IS A MUST READ THINGY! : This is NOT a song. It's just something I wanted to put up because I have something to say. I don't know why I want to say what I'm saying here, but I feel I should put it up. SO DON'T HATE! Just appreciate....
~ Where will I go? (Dreams) ~
I've slept for so long, but never dreamed
I've slept for so long, I can't remember
who I am, or who I was
But I'm finding out that life isn't forever
And nor was your love
My heart has been turned to ashes
As you were to lie down
Now I ask myself as I lay half awake
"Were you really worth it?"
I don't know
I wait for the pain to ease
I want to know the truth behind your lies
But how can the forever sleeping speak?
Unless you talk in your sleep,
Unless you scream or dream,
I've given up so much for you
I wish I knew why the day turns to night
And the night into day
I too was lost in the world,
But we promised we would be lost together
And now I am lost all by myself
With no one to talk to,
to sing to,
to tell my hopes to,
to wish to dream of,
to confide my secrets to,
to share my love to,
to show life through my eyes to,
to smile at,
to cry to,
to laugh with,
to live by their side.
Now you became a star that mocks me
Now you became the wings that soar above me
Now you became my idol
And I'll never know whether you meant what you said
The night before you left:
"Darling, as I leave this door tonight,
I want you to know
That I do love you
But I don't know if I should
If it would be right for me to be attachted to you
To hold all my purpose in you
For if you are gone, where will I go?"
So the question you asked could never be answered
For you left with my purpose
You tried to not attach yourself to things
To people
You tried to release all bonds
But the truth was,
In the coldest nights without you,
Your arms that once held me tight,
I longed for
I bonded my spirit with you
And now it lies in the ground with you
So the question you asked could never be answered,
And now I am burying my life,
My soul,
My spirit,
My love,
I am burying it all
So the question you asked could never be answered,
And I lie on the ground above you as the rain pours down
So the question you asked could never be answered,
And nor can mine:
"Love, you have told me,
you didn't know if you could be mine,
And you have asked me,
If I go, where will you stay
And now it is you that is gone
By the vanity in of your own hand
So now, Love that was my Life,
Now that you are gone, where will I go?"
I'll find my way around though
It'll be a different ending
I won't ever make that mistake again
Of falling for you
Because you are not mine forever
Like you said you would
So the question you asked can never be answered
Where will I go?
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