Originally Posted by Paloma

I understand completely. I'm an opiate addict myself (though I used pills), and you're right, it is completely counterproductive but don't be too hard on yourself. I guess I was just curious because if you'd had the addiction prior to kicking, then it would be ridiculous to try to expect that you can keep away from both. I've been clean for 90 days and I can't even fathom quitting cigarettes.