Dayvan Cowboy

I've been feeling terrible lately. I'm not sure if it's the lolhormones but I've been in the mood to punch everybody in the face for the last few months, lots of people I know are hating me, and I hate myself for always fancying dudes I don't know. My parents are growing less and less appreciative of me and my teachers have been treating everybody in my class like prisoners, which never used to happen a few months ago

I've recently been called ugly a lot, some bitch told me that "I'm a disgraceful train-track-faced ginger", and when I'm walking to class, people always stare at me.

/preteenaged bullshit

EDIT: I totally left one part out. My friend is now going emo and she's convinced that I'm the preppiest girl alive. She says I need to get my head out of the trends and go "the darker path". I'm trying to tell her that I'm the epitome of the untrendy child but then she asked me what epitome meant. She's also been saying that's she's going to cut herself and write "dark" poetry and do drugs. Why is she doing this? for attention. Honestly, don't change yourself for attention. IT'S ****ING LAME.