Man. I'm feeling so **** right now. Too damned low to make music even. This happens everytime I try to exorcise my creative ambitions. Nothing ever translates from ideas to life effectively. Just wanna die right now (I'm not going to kill myself, I'm just saying being hit by a bus would be a happy accident)
I know I'll be fine in a couple of weeks when I start thinking of ideas again but I know I'll just set myself up for another dissapointment. I hate this cycle of drive and motivation to
indifference and total crushed spirit.
Heaven
Purgatory
Hell
The blues
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