Well with 58 tapedecks in my house I can assure you that you will be taped once you get here
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But other than that, I don't think you are taped, indeed.
There's a thing I'd like to say about pills: Try them yourself, don't believe experiences from others. They may be true in their case, but it definately can be different in your case. My ex-girlfriend really functions better with abilify (and a ****load of other medicines) and I'm glad she took the step. Altough I love her the way she is, her quality of life definately improved with those meds.
But she too ran into a lot of meds that had the opposite effect. It's always a question of trial and error, I guess.