Not when you can’t win. Who are the police gonna arrest? The doctor or me? It doesn’t matter how right I am.

They texted me.

Imma go get it Monday.

I'm not doing ok. With so much going on all the time, my emotional state has just become a broken mess. However I'm in the most blank state of mind I've ever been and it's kind of nice. Nothing really brings me up or down, I'm just sort of stagnant. I dont think much.

This is something I should know but do you have a therapist or a psychiatrist?

Currently no. But I also used this as a way to just let y'all know how I'm doing. Talking about it publicly can be therapeutic so I figured thatd be cool. I just didnt want it in my own head yknow?

I hear ya. From what you described i it seems like reaching out to a pro might be a good move. Plus, living in Seattle there’s probably pretty good services out there.

Anyway take care.

Make another record!

Oh theres one on the way. I have ideas. My creativity had skyrocketed over the past few months. That's been real nice.

I agree with Hawk on the therapist thing. This is just my experience, but feeling blank isn't healthy in my case. Judging from what you told us you've had a lot to deal with lately; take good care of yourself man.

I haven’t taken lexapro for three days because I ran out and I feel crazier than a bag of angel dust and it feels ****ing awesome. It’s like this warm rage in my chest and head and I feel like I could beat the **** out of any human being alive. Like a power surge. Goddamn. Crazy is beautiful.

It's not, when it's unhealthy. Take your medicine.