Yeah see most people you know aren't aware of you being a colossal cluster**** of a human being but I am and I'm really hoping you take a hand from someone who likes you and maybe a hug or something.

And also maybe not take your parents' money and use it for drugs cause you'll regret it for the rest of your days and probably never see yourself as a person the same way again.

I’m a no vote on the acid idea if you care.

I get where you’re coming from probably wanting to realign your parameters but I don’t think you’re in the right headspace.

Also I understand your $30 therapy sucks.

You say I put in more than I get out and she never thought of that? That’s basic suicide math. Who the **** never thought of that?

It goes back to what I was saying a month or more ago. People who don’t know anything about neurology need to stay in their lane. It’s flooded with stupid people with MSW’s and graduate degrees in psych. Morons study that ****. But if you do it - do it the best you can.

I wish I had better advice.

ffs chill out drama queen

every kid on a mom and pop scholarship in college spends their parents’ bread on drugs

I don't think he needs advice. Tell you love him. Or you know whatever internet ****ing emotions we all feel here.

I'll be honest, I'm really kinda hoping me and OH really do go camping in the next year, and if so I really ****ing hope elph drives all the way from ****ing Texas like a retard cause I feel like we'd all three have a blast cause all three of us were meant to be together at least for a weekend or something.

I do not think that is the case right now and you are being a dickhead.

You guys should do acid together.

I won’t do acid except in a perfect setting with someone I totally trust and has experience with the drug. Then maybe.

I used to be against doing acid because of how ****ed up my head is I was sure I'd have a bad trip.

Nope. I mean, I typically end up staring at a wall getting lost in an existential nightmare of self loathing and suicidal thoughts but I never really freaked out like I thought I would. It's cool when I'm not battling with my own head but I think I have too much baggage to truly enjoy the trip to it's fullest. I'm glad I've done it though.

Yeah no for exactly for what OH just said. But seriously if anyone thinks I'm trying to front on elph to sound better than him I quit college because I took my grandmother's money to take college classes and used sites to cheat on tests to make myself pass my classes cause I thought I'd be able to learn regardless but I couldn't but I still kept cheating cause classes were hard and I was ashamed of not being able to be a good student so I passed however I had to and once all that still fell around my ears I told my family I was done with school forever and never admitted what I'd done cause I was ashamed of wasting their money and they'll never know and now you know elph and I'm still worried about you and hope you'll chill the **** out.

Have either of you done acid before?