Wow, what a cool guy. Colour me impressed. So tough!

lol i am just honest for the most part and people say oh you're heartless etc.. what i guess i should lie or something to make you feel better.

I'd rather be soft and weak and have a heart than be all tough and macho with none. Just sayin'. Who I am and what I feel does not make me weak. Like to remind our listeners that I have spent the last ten years looking after my baby sister, five of those, so far, after having given up my job to do so. You want strong? Take care of a loved one for the rest of your life, accept you'll have no life of your own outside that, that you'll never have a relationship or take a holiday again, and stay positive for them, don't let them think you resent them for it. Don't resent them for it, and be sincere about that. Then come talk to me about being weak. :rolleyes:

^that's how things work in the world, isn't it rad

lol by weak i basically just mean easily hurt. not that you can't cope with **** or do anything impressive. maybe weak is the wrong word to be fair. anyway i was just thinking if i was like that life would not be as fun to me so if being a better person makes you sleep better then have at it but i'm good with doing me. i mean good on you for taking care of your sister, that's the right thing to do. can't say i wouldn't do that and can't say i would. i've been in that position temporarily but not permanent like that cause the illness was terminal. i'd like to say i would but you can never know till you're there. but there's a big difference to me between not looking out for family and not getting sad over a pet or an ex girlfriend or some **** like that.

Do you ever actually feel anything?

By posting all about your masculinity on an internet forum aren't you the one trying to feel better? Hiding some insecurities? Overcompensating?

Well I'm really strong and hardcore and I could beat all of you including myself in a fight, so that's that matters in the end

yes.

i didn't say a thing about masculinity. i am basically responding to **** people have said to me based on other **** i have said. and i do this basically because i am stuck in the country and chronically bored. really i am trying to relate to and understand people but you can think whatever you like if you're gonna keep up that dr. phil routine.

You're talking about how weak everyone is compared to you, seems pretty weak to me but w/e.