Music Banter

My mind tells me I like different genre's when listening to a good song as if I like many genres.

I know music comes from the soul because my soul is indeed intact with music.

I feel I am an artist, I write SO MUCH, but I have problems training my voice. I am doing it alone trying to hit keys I've been told I cannot hit.

Soprano and the other style, I forgot the name -

I dont know which one I am?

Could someone who wont laugh at me maybe listen to me on webcam or something and try giving me guidance? I used to rap but I don't like the image alot of people tried to give me or categorize me in even though I tried giving myself my own visionary image.

I loved my music teacher in elementary school even though at the time I thought, "dang, some of these singers are so much better than me and its impossible to get that good, they are naturals!". I do believe being being born with talent but I keep having faith in myself I can get that good too! I feel the music to an unexplainable circumstance and feel so relative to some of the artists I see who have had interviews in the past - I thought I sounded good once singing a song and recorded it and maybe because it was myself I was not used to hearing my voice but it definitely did not sound how I thought it did while I was singing!