Raine just to let you know, paying bills, driving a car, making dinner, and all that jazz does not make you a grown up.. Living on your own or living with your boyfriend or friends also doesn't make you grown up. Your just doing adlut like things, but believe 100% that you are still a teenager at heart and in your head... which means there's enough child in you that your not ready.. and if you think you are.. go ahead and see where it gets you.
And just for the record, your doctor can get in alot of **** for not trying to talk you out of getting knocked up at your age.. not just that but also for getting knocked up by an older, of age guy. I'm not sure if this is truth always coming from you, or big lies to get people to kick up fuss all the time.. if so then great work.

Unfortunately, I have no real choice but to not live with my parents. Certain legal circumstances and what not.
As for my doctor. There's a certain thing called patient doctor confidentiality. And to my knowledge my doctor wasn't aware of the fact i was dating a guy older than I.

And you seem not to have read the part where I said "I don't plan on getting pregnant or having kids until after I graduate from high school within the next year"

I'm afraid of becoming complacent.

There is no legal circumstance on the planet that could prevent you from living with an appointed (either legally, or parentally chosen) gaurdian. Therefore, you are full of sh*t and no one believes you.

I can think of 2

I read it, but i was commenting on everything you've said before that msg.. so that doesn't even matter, and neither do all the post I've just made..


so moving on..

my new fear.. is well that i'll eat another cheesecake and gain weight.. I can't gain any more weight.. I hate gaining weight.. I HATE IT.. I Raine is also seasonal.

There is no situation that a minor could ever be thrust into that would legally prevent them from living with a gaurdian. You are full of sh*t, and once again, no one believes you.

You can get emancipated but even then you have a gaurdian.

It's not so much seasonal as it is I do track and in the months where I train for it, I just lose a lot of weight.
By seasons I meant certain sports seasons.
I gain about 20 lbs by the time the swim season starts or after it's over

my thing is, I will lose a lot of weight so fast, like 20 pounds within 3 weeks, and sometimes depending on how active i am, i can keep it off for up to 1 1/2 to over 2 years.. and other times I can only keep it off for about 3 months and gain it all back plus some.. But in my case it also doesn't help that I don't do anything any more, and my boyfriend always wants to eat, and won't eat if I don't.. SUCKS FOR ME!.