my heart is too heavy to deal with right now and it's driving me crazy
love sux

Gotta rant this.

Sister/roommate, you ungrateful b*tch. Yesterday you "asked me for a favor" to lend you 25 bucks so you can pay the minimum balance on the credit card you obviously can't manage, since you're paying minimum payments on a balance to begin with, and I readily agreed. Only, I didn't have the cash on me at the time and asked if I could do it online with my debit card while at work, since it was late. She said yea. So I went to work today with her details, intent on paying it online and then letting her pay me back when she got paid. Well, turns out it only accepted a bank transfer as payment... I remember my bank account number, but not my f*cking routing number. Who remembers that? And it's not something that is posted on my online banking. So, I went to an ATM and got cash during lunch. (paid a 2.75 fee too)

Since her bill is due tomorrow (25th), I figured she wouldn't have a problem paying for it at work tomorrow, since her card is a Target card, which is also where she works.
Turns out, that's totally possible. But when I brought her cash after work, instead of "taking care of it automatically without any effort from herself", SHE ACTUALLY GOT PISSED OFF and said, "F*CK. Now I have to drive [roughly 3 miles] to work tomorrow ON MY DAY OFF and pay the bill in person or else it will be late!!!", then proceeded to be bitchy as though I had done her a disservice.

ARE. YOU. F*CKING. SERIOUS.
Sorry bro... didn't know BAILING YOUR ASS OUT was going to be so f*cking inconvenient, you ungrateful slag.

It was at that moment that I realized... this bitch has entitlement syndrome.
I have no idea how she's going to handle the real world when she no longer has anyone to depend on. Actually, I'm not too worried about that. The way the system is, I'll probably be paying for her expenses whether she's staying with me and being unappreciative or not...

What evidence?
Please link.

After reading about the train derailing in Spain, I felt a bit scared riding on the train back home today as it was wobbling a creaking really loud. There is bound to be a crash one day with the state of these trains.
I'd also like to ask what the **** is everyone's problem lately? Both on the internet and off? It seems like people are complaining for the sake of it. Do people not have enough going on in their lives so they need to complain about others? Negative energy creates more negative energy, I personally would like to see happiness in my own life and everyone else's. If you take this comment personally (as its not directed at anyone in particular) maybe you might feel like being more positive?

Perhaps humans are human and are subject to the emotional afflictions of the species?
Also, what is this negative energy everyone speaks of? I hear mystics talking about it, however I wonder about its legitimacy. Are we talking about electrons?

I think it's more a psychological thing than an actual "energy" but I've noticed when someone I've lived with is in a bad mood it tends to transpire to everyone else. It could be that peoples negative attitudes makes me feel negative towards them? But I more or less just feel sick seeing people moan about others as though their **** don't stink.

What makes a person lose it? How do people end up exploding and doing something they would never consider doing before? Is it just them overreacting or is it a build up of other people's problems that get put on this person, causing them to react?

Here is an example from a University website:

It may be the case that it's perceived aggression and not actual. It appears to be from what I've read. But from an outsiders perspective (perhaps an over analytical one) people seem to be particularly unhappy with others for whatever reason. I think it possibly reflects what is going on in their own lives, what issues may be affecting them or stressing them out making them not handle situations as well as they could of. I certainly have been guilty of that before! That is what's be on my mind. Am I seeing it or is it my own problem?

Pedestrian, you're a psych major, what do you think about this?

I hate my job.

That's all I could find at the moment but I swore I saw something on a news program that talked about racist emails that were found.
George Zimmerman Racist Comments - Business Insider

Well there is a full moon cycle going on so that could be it. People tend to act strange during that time.

That is so true! It sends people on real exaggerated types of moods.