I think it is just a combination of everything. Moving and starting a new career that I am not sure will pay off is part of it. Im also always super paranoid about things going wrong with this girlfriend since she is really the only real friend I have down here that I can somewhat rely on. Not to mention one of maybe 3 girls in my life I have actually truly respected and enjoyed being with for more than sexual stuff. I guess you could classify it all under anxiety, it has been enough to mess up my excersizing and diet recently as well. Have a month off school coming up and if I dont find a decent full time job I will litterly go crazy in that time.

I saw a therapist years ago and I just found it awkward, although it was a woman and no way I would ever go to a female therapist as a man again.

Sorry to go on about myself, I try not to on here very often, just been having a hell of a week without much sleep.

Aww that's no good. Like DJ said, have you considered counselling/psychologist? I've been depressed/anxious and it's so hard to even get out of bed at times. What got me through it was family support and seeing a psychologist for about a year. I knew that the brunt of it was gone when I got my scholarship to go to Antarctica and literally came out of my shell and had so much energy again. You shouldn't deal with it alone, it's really good to talk to someone.

dude im not for therapy so i wotn suggest it but every once in awhile just look in the mirror and say 'fukc this ****' and go full throttle on a workout or a run or somethin. always helps me shake things. anxiety comes from fear and within fear there is anger. let the anger out and go HAM

First thing to do is get some good sleep. Most people get depressed when they're tired day after day and it's surprising how much better things seem with a rested and clear mind. But mainly, try and stop thinking about stuff so much.

If it was that easy for him he wouldn't be depressed. Plus people tend to come down with depression more during the winter months with shorter hours of daylight.

You don't have to be sorry about venting in the bitch box. It is pretty much the point of this thread.

Also if you are able to look for a male therapist that you would be comfortable with go for it but first things first would be looking for a job. If you have something to occupy your time then you won't be thinking about all of these other things that could be going wrong. Try to keep yourself as busy as possible during this month break even if you aren't lucky enough to find employment.

i live on a 3rd floor apartment with my own entrance in a bachelor pad loft. on the first floor lives 2 fat lesbians. on the 2nd floor is a guy whos fiance left him, he got robbed, and for the past 2 months hes just had random ppl in and out of his apartment at all hours of the day and nite. usually partyin til 5 am, but of a shady seemin guy.

almsot every nite either the lesbians or this guy and his friends/new girlfriend? are fightin. i can hear it thru my floor. but its just faint enough i cant make out the entire conversation or what its really about. but it never fails around this time every nite a door will slam that will shake my crib and i will hear yellin for the next hour. then usually again around 230 am. its pretty annoyin but the most annoyin part is that im nosy and cant hear what they are fightin about. i just wanna know what ails them

today actually went pretty well until one of the idiots I work with decided to leave work early, thus leaving the staff moderately disadvantaged; three of these idiots decided to just stand around and talk basically all night while things just looked horrible all around.

and they just kept dumping clothes on me; they'd find something in a weird place and instead of just running it back themselves like a decent person would, they'd give it to me, even knowing that I was due to be heading out soon.

so in order to clean up their mess and the mess of a lazy customer at the very end of my shift, I had to stay an extra 35 minutes and of course they just think it's hilarious that there's yet more things I have to put away (because they're lazy and too busy standing around talking).

to top it all off I watched someone run over a bunny on my way home and I think I cried for at least 20 minutes.

fuck this world.

Aw. :( That's really sad.
They won't run over this bunny though!
http://stepin2shape.files.wordpress....ster-bunny.jpg

Nobunny will run over Super Bunny.

http://www2.sacurrent.com/sb/63741/m...bunny_CMYK.jpg

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He's a little nuts for sure but I think he and Superbunny would make great friends.