But part of me wants to keep going, just in case I can lose weight faster than Exo and mock him about it.

You'll end up gaining weight.

Nah, I've gone down two belt notches in less than a month.

Are you stressed out, Batty? My appetite disappeared after my grandpa died, and I lost an unhealthy amount of weight. It culminated in having to see a doctor (who put it down to preexisting anxiety/depression plus additional stress etc.) and get medication.

Not really. I'd think that all the effort I put into working would make me hungrier, but not so much. I don't even feel lethargic or in any way bad from not eating, and I'm in a better headspace the past year or so than I've been since I can remember, so I know it's not a bout of depression.

Even the past few days of smoking weed haven't really given me the motivation to eat. I get the munchies, but don't really feel it enough to bother with getting up to get food. I almost made some spaghetti, but the time involved in boiling the water just put me off -- not to mention that I was high enough that I didn't trust myself around a stove.

Maybe you're just motivated.

To a small extent, but I think part of it is just that I'm not spending all day bored at home, eating just because I had nothing else to do. Still, that shouldn't account for this level of quasi-fasting.

Between sickness and maybe something else I've lost 20 pounds in the last 6 months.

5' 9" - 145 pounds.

I haven't even been sick though. I have absolutely no frame of reference for this lack of appetite.

Go see a doctor. Lack of appetite and losing weight are two key signs for possibly some serious ****. I'm almost afraid to see my doctor at this point.