I think I'll be waving goodbye to a good half of my pay check next week in support of a Merry Christmas... its ok though, it makes my kiddies happy...

God, I just spent the last 3 hours marriage counseling my own parents. It worked though... I got my mom to admit why she doesn't trust my dad, and I got him to admit some pretty fucked up shit.
Fortunately, they're both religious, so I was able to use jesus as a tool to employ some crafty reconciliation. They're both currently working on their flaws together while driving to the liquor store.

after spending the day in bed with chinese food (shut up, its my comfort food), watchin chick movies, and just,.....kinda wallowing

krista, who is drivin through oklahoma to see jake, sent me this message:

so i'm driving through savannah oklahoma, i miss you, i think i'm going to pull over and lay on top of my car. the stars are beautiful and i'd like to look at them. i'd like to look at them, not through the glass.

I was supposed to be so productive today, and I don't believe I was.
By the time I woke up, the day was almost over.
I have to stop staying up so late.

Continuing to study, now.
I have a final tomorrow that I'm obviously not ready for.

The last couple of days have just been ridiculous, so instead of going on Friday like I should have I went to visit Jenna today. Which sucked, it was cold, rainy, and altogether shitty outside. On top of that, it's the last time I'll probably visit her for a long time, since January 11th I'll be in IL. I wish I could be there one year later. Something really cool happened though... I was pretty depressed all day, and went up to the store to get a pack of cigs. On the way home I realized it had cleared up so I pulled over to smoke a cigarette and look at the stars and I saw a giant shooting star fly the whole way across the night sky. This is probably really dumb, but it made me feel like she's still up there missing me too, which made my night a lot better.

On a music note, I'm frantically grabbing up all the music I can to hold me for the next four years or so. So basically just having a download spree of more music than I should ever download at once. Hopefully it'll be mostly quality music... I'm using Musicbanter a lot so I should be set :)

Should definitely become a marriage counsellor.

Lol, I've just came home from music lesson. :tramp:

That.
Final.
Sucked.

right on. i can't find my jesus wrench anywhere.

day one: no ciggerets