I'm crying like crazy and singing a Phish song. I feel I may have gone over the deep end.

Additionally, I am almost too drunk to function. It's horrible.

Oh what the fuck. So today I call the girl I was supposed to go on a date with, and she wants to bring her best friend and a guy who's talking to that friend. I'm pretty much like, whatever, as long as we get to hang out or whatever.

Anyway, we have a good time and all, but there was hardly any chemistry between us. I had hoped for a more one on one deal, but it ended up a dumb ass double date and we even had to change my original plans due to it, which resulted in a loud bar type situation that made it really hard to try to get to know someone, not to mention a ton of other people showing up and intruding on the "party".

I dunno.. today is still up in the air. I'm not a very patient person though, so it won't take much more than that for me to put on the brakes.

Friend's 21st last night + singing in two hours. This should be interesting.

:wave:

Anyway, I feel like hell today. Went to a mates house last night, had a fire going and lots of actually pretty great fireworks going. He has a pool table in a spare room upstairs so I was playing on that. I was cutting cans of Stella with awful, cheap, nasty but strong cider. I had to get out of the taxi home at someone elses house and walk the rest of the way because otherwise I was going to puke. It was throwing it down with rain. I kept stopping, composing myself and then trying to make myself walk straight. I couldn't do it. It took ages to get to my house.

So today I am not feeling too well at all.

Last night I got drunk at strathclyde park and watched their amazing as ever firework display. Then went on some fairground rides = awesome. Woke up without a hangover, et voilà. Heading to Edinburgh vaults tonight for spookiness. So excited!!!! :D

my soar throat and cold seems to be easing off! :)

fuuuuuuuuu all of my friends keep asking me to fix their computer.

I've hit a new low.

Was having a good day of playing Puzzle Pirates until I found out about my neighbour. He's an older guy and he's in really rough shape. My dad says he doesn't have much time left. :(

Don't sweat it. None of us do.

Well, this is likely a matter of hours.