Ok, here are my uninteresting events:

Woke upat 6:00, fed my baby a bottle, took her into bed with me and we took a nap. Made my husband get her next, slept until 10:48...

Went to the garden store and bought plants for our wtaer pond and some tadpoles and baby fish. Went to the market, bought lunch- sandwiches.

Came home, ate, put fish and plants in pond and fed fish...

Hanging out upstairs now....

cause im bored, obviously

Aww I'm jealous, I want a pond :(

throat still hurts, bout to go to a hardcore show with bungalow

my day? strange enough wine only has about 10% of drunkeness in it yet i'm drunk. its now 6 pm in the afternoon and i'm having fun, yet feel really awkword. When i get drunk i love to clean, so i just did the dishes, which was a blast.. should really do it more offten :) and now i'm here clearly. I feel awkword because i havne't drank sense i've been with my man and the only time i drank before that (like sense i got over my partiness crap) i haven't really drank. so i'm drinking, (actually done) alone and i'm worried that he'll call and where i'm buzzed/drunk i have no idea if i'll be wierd or not? i mean he's seen me blastered out of my mind but not sense we've been together. I wouldn't be worried but when i was with my ex he used to tell me that i would get weird when i drank with him, and i guess i'm worried about it with this guy.. damnit. the ex was just an ex i new it would never last but this guy.. well urban knows how i feel about this guy :love:

if i feel weird now, if i worry now, does it mean once he calls i'll be worried and cause it to be awkward and weid?

i'm going to go shower and hopefully solber up a litter so i won't be a drunk and post here like a idiot.. the only one that can do that with class is murder..:love: my brother... he's the best..:beer:

Unplug your phone and switch off your mobile, just in case!

I'm deadly with a phone and alcohol :(

so clearly your worried about being not yourself and beibg weird with people while drinking? hmm oh my.. i can't turn off my phone., i wouldn't want him to question and wonder if i was out with other boys.. plus its now been 3 months :love: oh my.. me an idiot.. :(

I was a little too honest last time I was drunk, and revealed a lot of my own secrets and I am VERY weird when drunk, I think I'm just the sexiest thing ever :laughing:

I keep no secret's from my man, he knows all (wonders why he is still around) but still i can be weird i guess... well i can only think every one can be.. but i dunnoo my ex just has m,e so fucked up that i can only worry like i am.. help me!.. help me.. ! anyone..

I'm sure your new guy is nothing like your ex, right? If so then you shouldn't worry! And you have an excuse, you have had drink haha.