Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean that people aren't watching you.

Out of curiosity, what was the tweet?

Welcome to immortalization, Goofle! Not every day a famous rapper retweets you.

Or... is it?

I think Aceyalone once retweeted me and I have chatted to Chuck D and Sage Francis.

Well, never mind then. Apparently this is normal for you. Carry on.

I'm at home and shamelessly singing along to classic Disney songs. What a great day so far!

On my way home from school today, I saw a professor frantically grading what looked like tests, using the tailgate of his truck as a table. As he was doing this, he was muttering words in some language (German, maybe?), only taking breaks to drink from a flask. Oh yeah, and he was wearing a onesy while doing this. Anyway, we made eye contact and he started singing the chorus to Journey's "Don't Stop Believing" at the top of his lungs and returned to his grading.

There's nothing quite like a community college.

Drunk profs are, quite simply, entertaining.

So the day has just started and I've spent it dealing with agoraphobia. Did some extensive psychological research and the info I found about panic attacks, uncomfortability around crowds, dull vestibular system, counterpart visual and tactile accentuation seems to come together understandably well.

I'm not to sure but I've decided to let it be instead of fighting it in denial. It seems to get worse, and perhaps if I do change will happen. Fear seems to be progressive rather than growing out of it. Next I'm going to look up treatments today.

Apart from that I'll be off to Tafe college inquiring about a marine ops course, and finally make a productive career. Deck hands alone make $60,000 annually. So reaching cert. 4 after a series of courses will make an illegibility for boat driving, commercially speaking. A lot more money involved in that, but more importantly, I get to live on the sea. So calming.