There you go. That thread is actually an interesting read.

Pretty ****ing ****ty day. I made plans to hangout with my younger bro and my parents because I hardly ever see them. My mom made dinner and everyone except for me decided it'd be nice to go and sit in front of the TV instead of sitting at the dinner table (where I was) to have a nice family dinner. I brought up that maybe we could all sit at the table and eat and my younger bro and dad started yelling at me telling me I was being ridiculous and should really figure out what medication I should take to not be so anxious (completely relevant, right?)

Well...i'm sorry for suggesting that we should eat dinner together.

Waste of a Sunday. Time to get drunk and forget it ever happened.

I'm sorry dude. I saw my mum n her gf recently and nice as it was to see them it was like every other time- ended up remembering why I pulled away from them in the first place. Family I weird, love em to bits but sometimes **** don't work the way it maybe should. Hope you have a better Monday, man.

I've only ever listened to her first album, and that was a while back, but I definitely remember digging it. I love female vocalists.

Every time I hangout with family, I realize after hanging out with them why I don't bother hanging out with them as often as I should. My anxiety just goes through the roof every time.

Same here dude. It literally wasn't even 2minutes that id been around them before I started getting the superficial obnoxious criticism.. I know they love me but not for who I am, for who they want me to be. Feel like that's the case for everyone though. Lifes a bitch, you either **** er or she ****s you.

I'll get a little deep here, for the sake of whatever.

My older brother and my younger brother are pretty successful. I on the other hand sort of just do whatever to get by and I don't really push myself to the lengths that they push themselves. It seems like whenever myself and my two brothers get together, i'm usually the one who gets the most anxious and doesn't want to be around people, mostly because everyone's interests around me are far different than my own. I just don't feel like I fit in with my family at all.

Today I released a bitchin new album. One of the tracks (stained glass skyscraper) was recorded today and it's pretty bomb.

https://wolvesinsheepskin.bandcamp.c...ied-last-night

I stand corrected. But you definitely should listen to The Dreaming and Hounds of Love then - the debut is good but those two are better.

Yesterday me and my friend went down to Guitar Center and after a few minutes of perusing, we landed on the synth room. I started playing a Roland synth that was hooked up to a processor, which my friend manned. We started recording and it became the centrepiece of our latest album. While we were recording there was this 2-3 year old girl who started staring at us. I'm not sure if it was in fear, surprise, or just plain curiosity, but her and her mom watched as we played power electronics/drone/psychedelic/weird noise **** for around ten minutes. I was thinking that since the toddler was so young, we could very well have made her first memory because imagine not knowing much about the world itself and having that thrust upon you.

I also went to a puppy store and rolled around in a pen full of them. I think I know where I'll be taking dates from now on.