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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2080893)

thinking ill try to move to Austin sooner than later

because I won't keep running into this girl

I've got to let go of this Jesus Christ it's been a year

Can you get into UT?

Back in tomorrow

It’s basically like being crucified. I hate my financial / employment trap so deeply I’ve been thinking about killing myself. I was asking my buddy tonight after watching football if he’d want me to tell him first and he was like well I don’t really have a good answer for you.

It’s not just depression. It’s the thought of doing this type of labor with no retirement on the table. I’m giving it a hard think over if I can get out and if not is it really a life worth carrying on with.

It’s not imminent or anything but you know I’m not getting anywhere

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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2080907)

today at work I went into the back room and napped on the clock tbh

Even that strikes me as unreasonably demanding on the part of your employer.

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Originally Posted by elphenor (Post 2080910)

and sorry man this sucks and it's grotesque every person doesn't have a real retirement ahead of them, absolutely disgusting

every person should get 10 good years at the least of not working and just enjoying life well beyond what Social Security currently is

I spent every cent I ever made and every bit of credit given to me traveling and doing cool ****. Nothing can change the fact that I’ve lived an incredible life. I pretty much knew it would end up like this because I always just did whatever the **** I wanted but now that Father Time has caught up with me my memories aren’t enough. At this point reality has become really scary. And exhausting. And inescapable.

I spent like 2 days watching people on cam chat sites and I hate the majority of them.

Some of the most bourgeoisie mother ****ers out there. They're completely self absorbed, self righteous, narcissistic and delusional pieces of **** I've seen. It's the same ****ing people that have been doing this for years (judging by how they interact) that sit in front of a camera all ****ing day smoking pot. When they actually do speak it's some of the most absurd self justifying blathering I've ever seen about subjects they know nothing about and they know they know nothing about it yet still feel compelled enough to argue over their uneducated perspectives like their entire ego is on the line. They bicker and fight over the pettiest things that usually, for what ever goofy reason, devolves into who has the better beard until one gets kicked because the room owners want to barricade themselves in echo chambers.

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Originally Posted by Lucem Ferre (Post 2080917)

That description doesn't seem too much different from some of the **** that goes on here, actually. :laughing:

That sounds completely unrelatable.

I almost met somebody who actually owns a harpsichord.