Funny thing is both Danny and Twiztid have the same influence.

Ehh, existence could be worse. Not worse than death, just saying that our existence or our lives could be worse. I personally enjoy life having no meaning.

Esham?

Yus!

I tried the new suicide textline awhile back when I was feeling especially rugged. Idk, if I was serious I wouldn’t have been reaching out. They’re like do you have a plan and the ability to carry it out. They make it like they’re not going to call the popo but in reality they have to if you’re honest and close. Their service is pretty useless.

Anyway, there’s no thinking my way out of my mess. The frustration gets so bad sometimes I feel like my brain is melting.
I still enjoy moments. Music. Reading. But the overall picture is really closing in on me. And I’m nothing special. I get that this happens to millions and millions but yeah idk

Are you still on prozac?

Nope.

Vilazodone

Except it made me sick af

Migraine (or whatever splitting headache) diarrhea and overall basically like a flu

Sorry but antidepressants suck

I know I’m like follow your doctor to you but frankly with the idiot quackery Jesus ****tardiness no science approach from the therapists recommended to me

They are too goddamn stupid to help me

They don’t even understand that consciousness is biology.

Kicking their Jesus crazy heads in would be therapeutic though

Sounds like you are not getting the prescriptions you need. Do you have public insurance?

I relate to this more than any deep sadness or depression tbh

Life does just feel like a chore sometimes

Ofc it does.. wtf you guys think our big brains free us from the realities of existence?