I used to skate all the time, ill probably do a little skating and alot of drinking with JFA.

today: nothing
weekend: nothing
until sunday comes around. were going over to a relatives house where my aunt from down south is staying for a while. theyre having italain food. im gonna starve. & be super bored.

soooooo....i told, i lived, all is well in the land of adidasss....
this is actually the first time i told someone in person, all of the previous times i did it through the net or through text messaging and THEN i met the person live...i was a bit more nervous than i expected to be, when the time actually came to say "i'm gay" ..haha...funny...

the conversation started when she said :" when are you gonna get a girlfriend to clean the apartment for ya?"
so i went " em...yeah...about that....see...um..you wanna sit down or something? i have something serious i wanna talk to you about....em....i'm....i'm gay"
her instant response "how do you know?" haha...funny, that's the exact same thing my other sister said....
"how do i know?....umm....how do i know...lemme see....i get a "reaction" when i see a goodlooking guy? and no reaction when is see a goodlooking girl?"
....anyways....i don't think she believed me for the first hour or so...apparently, she was under the impression that if i've never slept with a girl i can't tell if i like girls or not...( wtf?? she's a strange one isn't she ...)....but then i told her it would be like fucking a piece of wood...i think by the end of it,she accepted that i really AM gay...a bit hard to grasp at first, i realise that, she'll need some time to chew on it....oh and she advised me not to tell the other two remaining siblings, and never, ever tell my parents........i dunno....

anyways, it was rather unsatisfactory because she kept replying to my ( well thought out ) theories and views on the matter with "i dunno....i dunno what to think"....so, no philosophical debate with her....but that was expected i suppose...i was prepared to duel it out to the death....but she wouldn't budge....:(.....;):)

She's not convinced is she?

i'm not sure...she says she is, but i think she has some illusion that it might be some phase or something....that i might swing the other way if some hot chick rapes me.....*shurgs* well, at least she knows and i don't have to bullshit her anymore what she does with it is her problem....

Another step in the right direction,though she has a point with the remaining siblings...mate your still young, what's the rush. Maybe they will find out incidentally now. This situation, now it's out could take on a life of it's own.
Whatever happens now will work out for the best.
These things have a way of sorting themselves out in time. :)

yeah, i suppose you're right, i think this is it for a while....and all i need to lead a normal life, i only ever talked to those two anyways, the other two i'm not that close with....

If she sets you up with this hot chick and you don't want her, I'll have her:pimp:
Ah anyway, good man Mr. Das, takes balls to do things in person.

werd bitch....werd....;)

My day was a little odd.
Well.

Dramatic.

The teachers are backing me up! Because you just cant do such things...

Even if I DID bitch slap him....and give him a bruise.

BUT I AM BEING BACKED UP!

And he is getting punishment.

cuz ya just cant do that.

AND ESPECIALLY YA SHOULDNT DRAG YER MUM INTO IT.

Ya?