Just to let you all know, my sister Karen passed away yesterday morning RIP
 

I haven't been here for a long time; been very depressed. I was just starting to come out of it when Karen, whom as most of you know is my sister who suffered with MS (Multiple Schlerosis) became unable to swallow and I had to bring her into hospital. To my terror, they took her immediately to the Emergency Resuscitation ward, but she came out of that alive and was moved to a high dependency ward. On Friday they moved her down to a less urgent care ward. I was concerned: she was asleep almost all of the time my other sister and I visited but she woke up a little when they were moving her.

Yesterday morning at 0800 I got a call from the hospital to tell me her condition had deteriorated and I should get in fast. I broke my neck trying to get a taxi but I arrived too late and she had already gone. I am, as you may imagine, heartbroken. Karen was my world. For 17 years I looked after her, 13 of those as her fulltime carer. I have no idea what I'm going to do now. My whole reason for living for the last almost two decades is gone. I'm numb, I'm hollow, I'm at the lowest ebb I have ever been. My darling, beautiful, kind and gentle baby sister has gone to be with my mother and my auntie Eileen. I will miss her forever.

I've been here long enough to know about your situation with your sister and how devoted you were to her. I never know quite what to say in times like this but my heartfelt condolences go out to you in your time of profound grief. Try to hang in there as best you can and remember that your forum friends are here for you if you need us.

sorry to hear about this Trollheart :(
I only know what you've told us on here about Karen but I'm sure it's hard for you going through this. I wish the best for you, I was wondering about you in your absence from SCD and here. I am not good at news like this but I feel sorry for you and and hope for the best for you.
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Im so sorry Trollheart..

I hope she didnt suffer much........


Please dont blame yourself,you tried to get there...... She knew how much you loved her!!!

I will say a prayer you do OK thru this.....

Peace and love to you my friend http://web.archive.org/web/201907282...com/72tuzr.gif