Please somebody tellcme the name and artist of this indie/alt rock song
 

This song has been running through my head and the most frustrating part besides not knowing it is only knowing like, 20 words of the whole song. The lyrics I can think of at the moment are "I never break my word. Now pick me up i've come undone. It's not my choice, I'm speaking with my father's voice". It's an Indie/Alt Rock song. I'm presuming for it to be about childhood. Starts off with two quick drum hits and then everything kicks in. Slow but not incredibly slow, has some pace.

Somebody please help, it's been running through my head for days lmao