Please help
 

Hi, for the last two years I've been trying to find this song that has a smiths and the cure kind of vibe.
Part of the chorus or maybe hook of the song I think goes
Take me for the worst
The worst (myb best) I ever had/am
cause it really doesn't matter
Its sort of a slower tempo, upbeat song. Male singer.
I know the descriptions really vague, I could also be remembering lyrics wrong. I don't remember much just the general vibe.
Also it is 100 percent not blackbear @ my worst
Thanks for reading this :)