Despaired-Poem.
 

I don't know if it's good or not but I like it..

My heart is swelling,
It hurts.
It's about to burst.
Everything feels so complicated.
Burden on burden, it's suffocating me.
The weight of despair is breaking me, the load is too much.
I fight this battle alone.
The long battle of a scorn filled life.
I've wasted so much time.
So much time wasted sulking and pretending to be fine.
I've wasted so much time wanting unreachable desires.
So I lay sulking once more in bed.
Knowing today will be a struggle for my mind.
Today, many mistakes will be inevitable.
And, that today once again, I'll end up alone.